I’ve decided it’s time to put on my big girl pants, grow some bigger balls, get my name out there in lights and take some chances.
At my last session with Dr. Cinzia I discussed with her what I felt was holding me back from what I really want to happen. I think it’s first important to realize that I am paralyzed on the left side of my body from this God damn MS, that I have various degrees of pain, and I have this constant fucking brain fog. After explaining all of that Dr. Cinzia, the proverbial lightbulb went off on top of my head and I realized that none of those particular symptoms of MS should stop me from being a writer. A successful published author.
For gods sake, I have written a book and it’s already been published! So wouldn’t you think the easy part is done? No, it is not! The hardest part is to get the message out there into the world; to be proud of what I have accomplished and I realized that I have a very important message to spread.
The Message of Potty Mouth is that my inner spirit can get me through anything. That my inner strength can reach heights I never thought possible. And that my inner being is much more than my week and trembling body. I am a strong person and rather than hiding in the shadows or behind the label of multiple sclerosis I will herald myself as a survivor and shout it to whatever avenues are opened up to me. To welcome the chances that are put at my door step without hesitation, without cringing, without worry, without angst.
I will speak in the language of optimism believing in myself and in the message that I carry.
And so the lesson that I learned is that I have been afraid to take the bull by the horns. I’ve been afraid to really put myself out there. I’ve been afraid to fail and so instead of taking chances I am hesitant and making excuses of why it’s just too hard or how much I have to prepare because MS is such a fucking bitch!
Well, no more! This is where I draw the line________________________right here.
You are absolutely right Dr. Cinzia. I have been acting like a pussy. I am now going to embrace my Potty Mouth and sell it with pride knowing damn well that it’s worth every cent x2. For anyone interested Potty Mouth is now on Amazon, Barnes & Noble, Author House and other booksellers. It’s never too late! http://www.thepottymouthbook.com